What's love got to do with it?

Not knowing what you want must be very hard, but actually knowing what you want and feeling as if the goal is way out of reach must be the hardest thing.

You crawl then walk and eventually start to run and run and climb and climb and keep climbing until you can't climb any more. You see the goal ahead of you. You reach out your hand but there's always a beam of air between your hand and that final destination all pictured out inside your head.

All those years of hardwork form a slideshow in your mind. Tears, sweat and a whole lot of thinking brings you back to the rainy days where the entire universe seemed to work against you and your dreams. Often you feel the tears streaming down your face forming a pool representing all your hard work. The days when you thought it wasn't worth it anymore, it wasn't worth the mental stress and emotional wreck it could turn you into. Your heart aching for the love of your goals and dreams. Your stomach turning into a hard knot twisting and turning by the thought of not succeeding, standing still, not going forward, not being who you want to be..being stuck with no choices and an ordinary life.

Where does love fit into all this..does it? Who's got time for love anyways, it just takes up too much time in your already busy schedule right...As soon as love enters life, goals become blurry and ambition goes low...Love is complicated and your sorting out of your future is complicated enough...There's no time and space for love in your life...It's all about you and your relationship with yourself...